Anyway, what makes me feels like writing about her today is because I talked to her yesterday and she told me something that should be our secret. Okay, enough of that. I’d rather not talk about it. It’s a secret right?
She hasn’t come back for one and a half year now since she has failed a paper during last semester so she needs to study harder and postponed her plan on going back. I miss her so much. She is my playmate since we were babies and we used to go to the same school since kindergarten. We start to go on a different way after SPM, since she chooses medical studies which I have not even a tiny interest to it.
After talking to her yesterday, it made me realises about how we used to be so close. I mean, we do have our little arguments over small things but at the end of the day, we turn to each other when we have problems or there is a secret to tell. But now since we are living million miles away, in a different country and in two different time zones, things are not the same . Oh god this is hard. Why do tears needs to come at this time?! I’m just writing here. Get away from me; I don’t want to be a crybaby! Sigh.
By the way, what struck me as interesting is that no matter how far you go or how angry you get, you can never forget or run away from someone you have blood relations with. “Blood is thicker than water”. I couldn’t agree more. Like in my case, not being with my sister for nearly two years never change my love towards her. And sis, if you are reading this, I will always be beside you. No matter what your decision is, always think about our family first. And oh, one more thing, NO more fail paper ok, because we can’t tolerate another year waiting for you to come back!.
Future doc,insyaallah
Sissy (brown tudung) and czarin.Love,
S
